You know, there're many times I've blogged but never dared to publish it. Because I don't like people commenting on it, and I never dared to really say how I feel, esp on a blog, or even anytime.
These days, I've been thinking alot. For the past few years, I've been trying so hard to please people around me that I'm not even myself anymore. I think I've lost myself. And after you try to hard to please people, they leave. Friends come and go, and someone just left. There's nothing I can do of course, because now I know who my true friends really are. You call her your friend, you call the other your friend, but honestly, how many real friends do you really have? I have only a handful, or even less than that. That's why I treasure them. I treasure them because I know true friends are hard to come by. Or even if I know they won't stay in my life forever, at least I've had good times, good memories with them. Whose life is perfect anyway? I know I'm gonna have a short life, so I like being happy. Why bother crying over spilt milk when nothing can be done? So I stay happy :D , most of the time. Or at least I try.

How contradicting can it be, for someone to say : "Don't be a bitch. " ( for example ) But be a bitch herself. Everybody's a bitch in a way or another. Who don't judge at least one other person? I'm a hypocrite of course, who's not anyway. But I try hard to change, instead of saying : " Stop being a hypocrite. " to people. She's being a hypocrite in that way already! Stupid I must say.

Once again, I must say, I haven't been truthful yet. Not to my blog :D Not to many people.
But, I'm a happy girl. Cos I've Dawn, Jen, Renee, Michelle, etc in my life. Love <3

ZOE
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